hello stranger x)

welcome to a world where craziness and weirdness fit right in.
they're in perfect harmony.
a warning to readers though,
"you! yes you, do NOT own the world.
I DO!!!
i own HALF of it. you only own 1/8 of it.
HAHA. you POOR POOR SOUL!"

BTW stranger

Don't judge a book by its cover. Ever.
A lil' piece of advice from me to you.

Friday, March 26, 2010

say what?

HEY world.
if you haven't heard about it, 
imma tell you the news right here and right now.
its real shocking really.
i got 92 for add maths.
and 80 for chemistry.
now who would've thought of that?
i was so dumbstruck when my teacher told me,
"the highest in class? tasha lor"

Lmao. my brain stopper functioning for a moment.
haha. as for the other subjects..
they aint that good xDD

Chinese was well, crap. i failed la obviouslyyy.
if you knew me, you'd know im a banana girl x)
Modern Maths was hard. im not joking only 10 people passed.
i got 69 ._. *shh!*

the rest weren't given out yet.

life's pretty much cool.
and it's gonna get busy again soon.
there's never a day to rest =S

tash
gossip IS poison.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

First Test 2010

First Test of 2010
here i come!
make sure you're ready to accept my awesome-ness! 
;D

tash
when one says shut up to you, you really gotta take that advice and just shut up. Lol.

ps: wish me luck guys! for the exams x)

Friday, March 19, 2010

about BRATs

WOW.
one word says it all.
i mean, in one day,
the hits for my blog has gone from 0 to 67
that's major improvement!


cant you feel this magic in the air?
it must've been the way we bonded.

so everyone in BRATs has written a post dedicated to each and every BRAT.
therefore,
i decided i better write one before they hunt me!

so basically..
my mother was the woman who forced me to join this camp.
as my sisters had learnt quite a lot,
i had to too xDD
i sent in my application last minutely, 
and totally forgot about it until i got an email saying ive been accepted.
i felt so lazy then. lmao. thinking back,
im glad i listened to my mother!
haha.

from camp.
i met all kinds of people from all walks of life.
all types of people who were all different in colour! >P
and i gotta say. i like eveyrone i've met..
well.. except a few that Jasmine & I talked about xDD


first day when Taryn dropped me there,
i was so intimidated by everyone!
they were all so.. TALL and MATURED looking. 
ROFLMAO
looks can be SO deceiving lars.

i met

Kaelan, my dad- who became my group leader. i thought he had graduated already. who would've known that he was the same age as i was!

Claire, my mummy- who i thought was going to be very high-classed and all was superbly friendly and huggable!

Calson, my son- who i kept confused with Kaelan XD my bad but im not the only one! Calson can sing really really well ._.

Alex, my Big Brother- who is really fun and cute. haha. if only he was my real brother.

Tammy, my Godmother- who hugs and motivates me if i seemed like i was about to explode lmao

Jasmine, the love guru- who came up with all kinds of advices. haha its not crap believe me!
Choong Hou, the pig- who wouldnt get up from the bed even after being called a thousand times!
Eureka, the can- who had a really awesome radio voice. i would fall in love xD

Previna, my personal nanny- who totally adores me. tee-hee! i adore her too!
Stephanie, my neko-chan owner- i'm her cat, and she's my owner. simple as that x)
Yvonne, my crazy roommate- her alarms were from o2 jam. I FORGOT TO GET THEM FROM HER.
Trecia, my k-pop friend- totally in love with her TaeYang.
Kevin, the cute 16- same age as me but like me, doesn't look our age. hahah. so cute la he!
James, the perasaan case- if it wasn't for him, lame-ness wouldnt have been where it is now!
Aishah, the cool one- she has this really cool aura coming out from her all the time. i envy her!
Aishah, the lame one- her cold jokes seriously drives you nuts! xDD
Iza, the cheerleader- really pretty. and she has freaking nice long hair. totally envious!
Andrian, the serious one- we hardly saw him laugh xDD until then! tee-hee!
Hinmat, the smart one- a Singh never the less!
Sean, the King of Singhs'- haha. who knew he was the intern? meanie!
Kelvin, the prank-caller- who got so scarred after i replied him in Jap. HAHAHAHAH.
Keesh, the poem dude- damn dude, your poem touched us all x)
Angelyn, the pretty one- i seriously seriously cannot believe you're older than us by wow ._.
Amanda, the preppy one- she has a really really preppy side to herself! i so like hers!

Bao Ling, the one who opened up- she really is a darling. i hearts her.
LeAnn, the braces girl- she is so freaking cute i tell you. like seriously!
Veronica, the story writer- hope she's happy with the inspiration!

okay so i didnt really get a picture of everyone with me.
and if i miss out anyone,
im sorry D=
but hey,
here are some pics i had
all pics posted in this post were taken from Jasmine, DSLR!
i look seriously fair in this one no? x)
but personally i like looking this way!

till then
tash
thanks to everyone who wished me luck for exams!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

a 15 min break

that became a one hour break. 
LOL

okayy..
so my laptop or should i say,
my mum's laptop isn't working that awesomely todayy.
like the picture?
i snapped it while doing an assignment in Penang Road.
i think my future house shall have these carvings. awesomes no?


the sign says it all no?
i have a really really bad well.. maybe not THAT bad about my coming exams.
so maybe my mum doesn't expect to get an A+ for EVERYTHING.
but still, scoring almost everything is just plain.. cruel.
especially when im a person who's not going for tuition.
cut me some slack eh?
she said i didnt have to score an A for Chinese
(cause she knows im hopeless with it)
but.. a 70+ would be good she said.
i'm like. HUH? ._.
wouldnt a passing mark be good enough?
in my school, the passing marks would be 50!
not like others who get 40 D=

i think my mum plans to see me..
BURN BABY BURN!
haha. I don't like Bio. it drives me to sleep.
where as for calculations, it's just love.

owh guys,
i think.. 
i finally found a goal in life.
be happy for me! x)
i wanna be a journalist.
its gonna be super busy and all but heyy..
its something i would love to do.
i haven't really abandoned my music career..
i still love music but i don't think thats what i wanna do.
wonder how my teachers and especially, my mum 
are gonna react to this piece of juicy news..

and you know,
BRATs camp
the people there have really made me changed the way i see things.
just maybe. MAYBE! i've grown a lil' bit.
in some sense of a way. tee-hee~
camp people are love
did i mention that?

2NE1's new video, 
official mv for Try to Follow Me is Out!
and as for
SNSD's new video, 
the long awaited Run Devil Run is out too!
just how awesome can the weekdays be? x)

i think i wanna give my blog a make-over if possible.
and if i ever have the time...
 
my G string broke.  
HAHA. sounds kinky no?
Nicole said so too.
what i meant was my Violin's G string.
ever seen my violin?

my baby is pretty no?
i had to get this picture from my friendster account.
haha. and guess what.
i saw photos of myself that i couldnt recognise xDD

one day.. imma do a post about the evolution of myself.
perasaan much no?
nahh. its just going down memory lane itself.

well..
unless you want me to go on bragging about my awesome life.

im signing out.
 
ps: follow me on twitter
pps: my latest want? a BLACKBERRY or.. an iPHONE / iTOUCH.  x)

tash
if i say sorry, will we still be best friends?

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

BRATs



as one can see, my photography skills have improved no? x)
learning to recycle metal scraps/copper with Kaelan & Calson the traditional way.
Group 2A: Pravin, Eureka, yours truly, Tammy, Kaelan & Calson.
can't you see how much we enjoy this? x)
the cool BRATs

so basically, as one can see,
camp has been totally awesomes.
although i gotta say,
i was kinda relunctant to go at first. 
haha.
i miss all of them.
the friends, the laughter and even, the deadlines x)

Kaelan- the Dad, Claire- the Mum, Johnathan- the Uncle,  
Tammy- the Godma, Alex- the Brother & Calson- the Son.
James, Choong Hou, Tricia, Stephanie, Yvonne, Iza, Pravin, Veronica, Kevin and so many more.
I look forward to being able to see you guys again.

tash
being best friends or sisterhood is more than just talking, bitching, gossiping & comforting. 
it's about sharing all your feelings, thoughts, memories & words.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

she thought back


It was a real sunny day.
A perfect day to hang clothes.
She was cycling around the neighbourhood.
Searching for something she had lost.
But she wasn't quite sure where to put her finger.
Until halfway down the road,
She remembered the memories she had lost.
She remembered why things were the way they were.

She remembered a story all too familiar.
It all happened on a cool day.
She had repeated the scene so many times.
She thought it would all be easy.
She was wrong.
She stuttered again and again.
Twice to be exact.
Twice in the same year.
Twice she hurt them and herself.

Her mouth said, 
I don't think it would work.
Her actions was forced.
Her arms wanted to hug but
Her mind told her not to.
Her heart was screaming
Yet she refused to admit it.
Refused to respond the loud calling.

Few months have passed.
The situations have changed.
The people have changed.
While they have moved on,
She has remained to where she was.
She tried but she couldn't.
Her regrets were useless.
They would not listen.

Try as she would,
Her screams were useless.
They had chosen to ignore her.
They had chosen to believe the lies.
They knew about the lies but they were tired.
And so was she.
The cat and mouse game had to end.
Only this time,
The mouse would surrender if she could.

If she could turn back time,
She would if only she could.
She would be more decisive.
She would have said out loud,
Those very 3 words that took a lot of guts.
These very words that would have changed her life,
I LOVE YOU.

tash
studying has driven me up against the wall
ps: i got into BRATs camp.