affected

the people you mix with, the problems you get yourself into,
the phases in life,the way you react to them and your decisions,
they affect your whole life.

it may seem like a small decision but its gonna affect you later on.
example?
decide to eat ice-cream or not.
if you say yes, you'll gain a few grams. XD but at the same time, you might the guy of your dreams. changes your lonely life doesnt it?
if you say no, you maintain your shape and stuff. suddenly your phone rings nd your friend calls you out to have lunch. now thank goodness you didnt take that ice-cream now eh? xD

yesh. pretty dumb example but i like it. haha.

ive changed this year. realised that but i love it. the people i used to hate are my best friends in class. when we had confession time, we sounded damn stupid but hey, we laughed it off like idiots. i used to hate you guys but now i love you guys =P
to gain something, you lose something.
when i gained them, i lost the friendship of someone else i cherished. we had fun stayin together for one night. haha. i miss that night la deii =] sometimes i dont get what youre thinking cause you dont really open up to me. at the same time, its my fault cause slowly i hardly talk to you guys anymore. maybe cause its the gap between us getting larger each moment, each day. it hurts when i see us like that. theres no point regretting but hey babes, ill do my best to catch up to you as long as you change a bit. =P
probs with E were solved. i hope it stays that wayy. i cant stay mad at her so long ._. ill die myself. xD
they change, i change. for the better or for worse we'll never know until something happens. when you're in trouble, ill be there for you. if you need a shoulder, ill be there.
when you're in a life and death situation, i'd trade my life to save you if i could.
friends. they meant everything. they still do. but a lil confused at that area.

tash
going with the flow