its been awhile

hey people. tee-hee~ the phone's back but im not happy cause of that.
happy cause of other things. haha. so not telling you guys =P
merentas desa was today. me nd xinlin finished it together today.
we had each others back through out the whole thing.
the bond. the love. haha.
brenda was the 3rd to reach in our whole gang. me nd xinlin got 1st nd 2nd.
in our gang laa. xD not the whole damn thing. it would be a dream come true though.
today was really fun. worth it i should say. im freaking tired though.
why?

cause later on i went to the gym. recently joined celebrity fitness. haha. its kinda cool.
seriously. its fun. my trainer, Khalid is seriously freindly nd i kinda like everyone there.
everyone's freindly =] i enjoy my time there. haha. oh guys. im 47kg now. tee-hee~

though ive been going through a lot of happy nd good times,
there are times that are just frustrating =[
but mann, i cant rmb them all. but i know who la.
you guys have stopped talking to me and you say its my fault?
please guys, wake up. stop being naive. i love you guys still.
thats why i care for you, thats why i even bother scoldin u.
i have my reasons. i have my ways. please understand?

oh yes. to the people that deserve this,

thanks for being with me through thick and thin.
thanks for listening to my complaints and all.
thanks for being patient with me.
thanks for the chances again and again.
thanks for forgiving me.
thanks for always supporting me.
thanks for helping me with my decisions.
thanks for not being fake and being truthful instead.
lastly,
thanks for reading this.

i might not be the perfect sister, the perfect best friend or the perfect girl.
but i'll try my best? haha.

tash
dont worry, you have it to yourself.

FYI

people. if you still havent gotten the news,
my phone got confiscated
do not message okay?

thanks a lots

tash
now i can concentrate xD
though i kinda misss you

i gotta say

i think you're cute
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okay sorry guys for the half blog post
something happened. haha. too lazy to type it out.
but anyway, been hanging out at gurney for two days.
freaking tired these days. ugh
nd the models who won the comp, they didnt deserve it
bla. bitches

currently just living life day by day
i dont really care what happens anymore
im just doing what i can
something's wrong again.
back to the emo side?

my freaking awesome bocg friends

tash
are you really?

August 7th

went to school like usual. its been raining much. realised it? suits the mood i guess. lol.
uhh.. today was little out of ordinary xD it was fun no doubt the whole damn day- until i came home but thats common no?
had a sejarah quiz this morning. was screaming answers to each other in class. haha.
then it was when science quiz that it happened. Sze Huei started having gastric pains.
after that, i realised i felt some kind of pain too.
wasnt that serious laa until later on. hurt like hell. but still went for laksa. haha.
took pain killers after laksa then was okayy after like, an hour.

went for photoshoot with Mat, Sinister, Tara, Steven, Alvin and Eric.
shall post pictures if possible. lol


FUCK YOU ALL

tash

baby you're mine

finally i found the blogskin that i finally can look for a long time without feeling bored or something.
tee-hee
i ♥ this blogskin. tee-hee~
i know i said i dont like pink.
i still do. haha. but i dont know why, i like this one.
weird huh?
if you're thinkin im in love, think again. haha

thanks to nikoru for the help ytd night. xD
i owe you a drink~

calvin, thanks again for this awesome bag ♥

♥tash
you're so friggin cute :P

bon bon

everybody in this pic. i love ya'll long time.
i'll cherish this picture till the end of time.
Teddy, Tash, Zeon, Merrisa, Zack, Mat, Kyla, Sasuke and Steven

tash
you're spoiling it.

i got my bag

if you've been reading the past posts, you'll come across one where i went out with the BOCG people.
and i said i wanted a specific handbag. yes you heard me right. a handbag! from Roxy.
and i got it today! =P
took some time but yeahh, thanks calvin!
he's my awesome godbro. xD
he couldnt stand me going on and on about it and he bought it
haha. many thanks to him =D

tash
too happy about the bag to care about any shiz