a day before may

I'm leaving things behind the way it is.

I won't bother if things get out of hand.

I won't listen to excuses no more.

I won't promise you anything anymore.

You don't deserve a single thing you've got.

May is just tomorrow.

Its just a few hours away.

I'll be reborn.

Version 3.

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I've gotten seriously darker.
Monday, i have to wear tudung some more.
Why? cause pasukan kadet polis.
Lmao. Turns out Joshua is one too.
I almost couldn't recognise the smartass

Going back to school soon.
Ahh. I'm not looking forward to it that much anymore.

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tash

We live the life of a lie.

call me silly

and slap me nuts later
but im still gonna say this.

i miss school =(

 waiting for you to see the truth behind it all.

tash

glad you're back bitch

a lil' piece of advice

everyone has a damn secret.

dont tell me you dont.

you dont tell everyone about something.

why? i dont know

human instinct?

you cant trust someone all the time.

knowing that person could just break the trust

its a string just as easy to be cut and made.

why? i'll tell you

cause humans are bitches.

if you somehow find yourself alone

at the most desperate of times.

hey dont worry. 

we've all been there.

so shut up and put up with it

LIKE WE ALL DO.

from me to you 

tash

stood up much?

BOO!

check out the time!
and you wonder what day it is?
and now.
you're wondering what im doing at home!

tee-hee!

tash

20 days

one word

describes it all

BUSY

i would update about something fun ive been doing
xDD
but that would be the hilarious jokes in school
but no photos.
hence, why bother posting?
xDD

i would post up some new pictures..
but they're all in the other laptop
D=

very timing ehh people?

so ill update a quite late post about a fishing trip i went recently x)

very nice picture no people? =)
i took it!

jason- the sleeping buddha wannabee xDD

damn posers xDD

taryn- the tent set-uper

eeling- the dead fish XD

calvin- the master of fishing

tasha- the queen of rocks :D

we wanted to sunbath but apparently failed D=

egyptians >;D

tash

im searching for a reason.

can you give me one?

Yes, I'm the fool.

The best after-April fools' joke?

My Grandma died.

From my mum's side.

Think its a joke?

Think again.

I'm going for the death thing today.

After violin class.

It's gonna last for three days.

Sunday morning is the coffin thing.

The Best Part?

My Grandma from my dad's side died this year too.

If you didn't know that is.

Just right before the CNY month.

Two Grandmas Moved on in the Same Year.

January 13th and April 2nd.

78 days apart from each other.

"Hey Grandmas, 

I'm sorry I didn't get to know you better.

I'm sorry I didn't spend much time with you.

I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you both said goodbye.

I'm sorry that I never got to say I'm sorry."

Rest In Peace.

tash
the mourning shall begin