You
act like the world revolves around you
pretend you're so funny and innocent
when you're obviously not and newsflash,
you ain't young no more.
always treating me nice in front of everyone
but when everyone's gone
you don't even bother or even
acknowledge my existence.
telling me i'm always in the wrong
that i was always full of nonsense
always saying this when we're alone
aren't you tired?
people say we're close but we know
we know it's not true yet we just smile
and continue the act of us as being "close"
sometimes i wonder if it's even real.
you make me go round and round
assuming this is all real
i just realised it's a merry-go-round
with no one on it except me.
it was all a game to you
it was all a lie to me
to you to me its the same no?
in our hearts, we hate each other.

You
always trying to act cute in front of everyone
always trying so hard to fit in by doing stupid things
always making such a scene out of everything
always giving us stupid faces and words to respond to.
did you know?
the more you do these things,
the more we're annoyed with you,
the more we're gonna ignore you and your childishness.
isn't it time to grow up?
or have you not realised it yet?
are you blinded by your own foolishness?
i would be glad to slap you to wake you up.
we don't ignore on purpose,
but everything and everyone has a limit
you're just reaching it
which is just ridiculous.
we've been telling you countless times
wake up and see the real world
stop living in your own foolish dreams
now will you continue to dream?
or live in the real world now?

You
shut up and listen to others talking for a second.
Listen to yourself and stop making bogus excuses
Stop asking for attention which only causes
more stares at you from us.

You
are you really gonna be there for me when i need you?
you ran away as soon as you knew about it
is that what you call a friend?
is that what you meant when you said through thick and thin?
my faith and trust in you weakens each second.

Me.
i have been studying much.
the info might be going into the brain bit by bit.
the left arm is kinda useless suddenly.
the classes have been fun these days.
the love? maybe not be working out right.
i wonder why. lol.

tash
what's better to have hope? only to snatch it away.